Mixed feelings. That's really how I've been feeling for the past few days. Its been almost two weeks since my last post and I've been wanting to write for the past week or so. But , I've been exhausted!!!
A few updates since last time ...I got a job! Quick, right? It all happened so fast and suddenly. It's been a lot harder than I expected but not as bad as I feared. I'm truly enjoying the work experience. I've never worked a day in my life and I honestly wish I had more experience. I've met so many people and seen so many faces in the past two weeks that I feel like I'm going to fall flat on my face! But it is so rewarding. I look at my colleagues who have 5 years of experience and i cant wait to be like them. They have so much knowledge!
Although it's only two weeks I've already learned so much and I cant wait to learn more. It's also interesting to hear what different patients and customers have to say when they come in and and ask for your advice. But something has been nagging me the past few days. Everyone that comes in and even when there are no customers ,amongst ourselves, is talking politics and what is happening in Jordan's sister countries. And as the post indicates, I've had mixed feelings. I'm terrified of the the different outcomes that might occur and nurt the country I'm currently living in. Especially the different idea's that people are putting in my head that I wasn't thinking of before. So many innocent people and CHILDREN have been dying. Why should more people die? Have people turned off their humanity? Do they only see themselves?
And on the other hand people are so happy, and thankful for what they have! For you see, right before I started writing this post with all my overwhelming thoughts swimming in my head and all, I received a text from a dear friend telling me that she got engaged! Now although I feel like so much is going to happen in the upcoming weeks, I'm glad that people are trying to live there lives as normal as possible! I like to feel like there is still a sense of safety. And we can live and learn and enjoy our daily lives. And hopefully god will give the less fortunate the feeling of safety that we experience in our daily lives.
I've wrote alot and jumped from one topic to another. Hopefully you were all able to keep up. Now you understand why I've been having mixed feelings, should I be happy or sad? All I know is that life is to short and you should be grateful for everything that comes your way. Good or bad.
Til next time.. Peace, XO.
A few updates since last time ...I got a job! Quick, right? It all happened so fast and suddenly. It's been a lot harder than I expected but not as bad as I feared. I'm truly enjoying the work experience. I've never worked a day in my life and I honestly wish I had more experience. I've met so many people and seen so many faces in the past two weeks that I feel like I'm going to fall flat on my face! But it is so rewarding. I look at my colleagues who have 5 years of experience and i cant wait to be like them. They have so much knowledge!
Although it's only two weeks I've already learned so much and I cant wait to learn more. It's also interesting to hear what different patients and customers have to say when they come in and and ask for your advice. But something has been nagging me the past few days. Everyone that comes in and even when there are no customers ,amongst ourselves, is talking politics and what is happening in Jordan's sister countries. And as the post indicates, I've had mixed feelings. I'm terrified of the the different outcomes that might occur and nurt the country I'm currently living in. Especially the different idea's that people are putting in my head that I wasn't thinking of before. So many innocent people and CHILDREN have been dying. Why should more people die? Have people turned off their humanity? Do they only see themselves?
And on the other hand people are so happy, and thankful for what they have! For you see, right before I started writing this post with all my overwhelming thoughts swimming in my head and all, I received a text from a dear friend telling me that she got engaged! Now although I feel like so much is going to happen in the upcoming weeks, I'm glad that people are trying to live there lives as normal as possible! I like to feel like there is still a sense of safety. And we can live and learn and enjoy our daily lives. And hopefully god will give the less fortunate the feeling of safety that we experience in our daily lives.
I've wrote alot and jumped from one topic to another. Hopefully you were all able to keep up. Now you understand why I've been having mixed feelings, should I be happy or sad? All I know is that life is to short and you should be grateful for everything that comes your way. Good or bad.
Til next time.. Peace, XO.
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