Confused

I haven't posted anything in a while. I guess I've been overwhelmed with my engagement to the most wonderful, loving, caring man in the world.
So in the past three months, I got engaged, and I quit my job. Don't get me wrong I kind of regret quitting. But in the end I just got so tired of working morning shift one day and night shift the next. As a pharmacist , I know that the two shifts comes with the profession, whether you're working in a pharmacy or hospital. Anyways, ever since I left, I've been looking for anything but focusing on finding a job that has a constant shift. And my loving fiancé, who has a few connections in the medical business, has been helping me. He is just so amazing! I'm getting offers for amazing jobs , BUT, they all need me to work two different shifts. And I'm confused! I don't know what to do. I left the previous job for this reason, why would I take this job? I just don't know what to do anymore. Help me? Give me your advice?

Till next time, XO.

Unexpected

Its funny how life can be so unexpected. How you can be imagining a certain life for yourself. Certain goals and dreams. And than instantly your life changes 100%. Nothing of what you imagined. But what is even more surprising? You have never been happier in your life.

That's exactly what happened to me. I had certain goals and dreams that I wanted to come true. Things I wanted to face on my own! Now? Now, I don't want to do a single thing if that person isn't there by my side to do them with me! 

Who is this guy? That's my secret! But inshalla he will be the one I share all the ups and downs of life with!

Peace till next time, XOXO.

On The Outside

It's hard to see a friend and a loved one going through something and not knowing how to help them. The thing that no one realizes is that we've all been there. We have all been through a problem and feel like our world is going to come crushing down around us. How we feel like we are all alone in this world and no one notices us. Durning those times we are blind to the world. We don't see loved ones trying to help us. 

I recently realized this as one of my friends has been going through something. I look at her and my heart breaks. As much as I want to try and help her, I don't know what to say. I don't know how. 

You feel yourself on the outside of something big, but you have no solutions. 

I always try and help people, even those that I barely know. Its hard to gain someone's trust, and to let them open up to you. But the least you could do is to keep reminding them that you're there for them, and hope they will eventually come and open up , so you can help them move on. 

So, help people out you never know when you will need someone to be there for you. Peace, XOXO

New Year.

Well, Happy New Year!! Ive been wanting to write since yesterday, but I haven't had any time on my hands. I just got home from work. But I've had a few thoughts in my mind the past week or so. First of all, I can't wrap my head around the fact that 2013 is finally over. I don't know if I want to ask what your new year's resolutions are, because I feel like its mumbo jumbo. Every year we make a list of things we want to achieve in the next year of our lives. But 99% of us don't do a single thing on that list. 

For me, 2013 was unexpected. I never thought I would finally graduate from university,and I didn't have any plans on finding a job so soon. And most of all I didn't dream of finding such beautiful souls, that would effect me in such a profound way. Without knowing it, I feel like 2013 made me grow as a person more than I ever thought I could. And I have all the new people I've met to be grateful for that.

But, now that 2013 has come to an end, I have to think about what I want for 2014. How can I truly grow as an intellectual human. How can 2014 be the turning point to the kind of life I truly want for myself. These few things cant be figured out yet! Its still the second day of the year. Let the next 365 days be the beginning of a new book. But like any book each page has to be written before the book can end. So I'm going to take each day as it comes and figure out what I want to do. 

So take 2014 one day at a time, grow as humans, and improve who you are without judging others, and most importantly, take risks! You never know what you can accomplish!

Until next time, Peace XO.